What are you supposed to do when what you do doesn’t give you pleasure? And if it’s not that you don’t like it but that it no longer likes you – well, what are you supposed to do about it? My whole work life feels completely out of control at the moment – spiralling all over the place. And decisions seem to be made about my future by, it seems, everyone other than myself. I probably just need a holiday (hopefully approaching rapidly – oh sunny Bristol, how fair thou art), but it doesn’t feel like that at the moment.