About three hours ago I had a surprise conversation with Demolition Derby. It was a bit out of the blue – Dan and Matt were going to the Popbitch party and wanted to know if I would go along. But the conversation didn’t go too well. Things strayed within a thousand miles of a sensitive subject, and I suddenly felt bile rise within me (about the subject not Ms D). I had no idea that such an immediate and strong reaction was possible. I don’t know that I’m comfortable even being able to feel such blind aggression and bitterness.