Another unprompted e-mail arrives from Big. I’m completely fascinated by what might be going on in his head. On a related note I have decided that I don’t seem to have any healthy relationships with men which might develop into anything more interesting or long-term. I realised this was getting serious when I was resizing images of people who work at CABE, stumbled upon a picture of a fairly foxy bloke, and started wandering off into the furthest corners of my mind. [Anyone from CABE out there?] Anyway – it’s all come together to present only one solution to my current dilemma. I’m putting out an appeal to the world: Find me a boyfriend.