"If you're wondering why all

“If you’re wondering why all the love that you long for eludes you and people are rude and cruel to you, I’ll tell you why. Today I am remembering the time when they pulled me back, and held me down and looked me in the eye and said you just haven’t earned it yet, baby. You must suffer and cry for a longer time. You must stay on your own for slightly longer. And I’m telling you now.”